You know what? I did get bored.
I think people are thinking that my drinking is getting a bit ridiculous and want to “”“”“”help”“”“”” but calling me an alcoholic every five seconds isn’t going to. It’s fucking annoying.
And I don’t want help because I don’t need it. You think I drink too much, I think you can’t keep up.
What is it about nature that is so terrifying to the modern mind? Why is it so intolerable? Because nature is fundamentally indifferent. It’s unforgiving, uninterested. If you live or die, succeed or fail, feel pleasure or pain, it doesn’t care. That’s intolerable to us. How can we live in a world so indifferent to us. So we redefine nature. We call it Mother Nature when it’s not a parent in any real sense of the term. We put gods in trees and air and the ocean, we put them in our households to protect us. We need these human gods for many things, luck, health, freedom, but one thing about all - one reason stands out - we need the gods to protect us from loneliness. But why is loneliness so intolerable? We can’t stand to be alone - why not? Because human beings are children, that’s why.
But those are all disguises we create for nature. You know how people love to tell us that the science narrative privileges the balance of power. How there’s no objective truth, except for who’s got the power. Power tells the story and everyone accepts it as truth, because power rules. But who’s got the balance of power? Take a deep breath. Feel it? No? Then I’ll tell you. The balance of power lies in the hand of the entity that always holds the balance of power - nature. Nature, not us. All we can do is go for the ride and try to hang on.
My old posts make me embarrassed beyond belief. I can’t believe I used to think like that.
I am sober now, except for the occasional drinking now and again. I’m single, thank fucking god. I couldn’t stand another day with that child-like cunt.
I’m just having more fun.
Resolutions
- Eat healthier, drink more water.
- Get to 110 pounds.
- Dress better. No more slacking.
- Have a barbecue. Wolfpack + townies only.
- Have themed parties once a month.
- Have a healthy relationship.
- Get a job.
- Hang out with at least 4 new people.
- Go to a rave.
- Buy a flip cam and record!
I will keep this photo posted for 1 week.
Every time someone Reblogs this photo I will donate 10 cent to charity: water
charity: water provides clean and safe drinking water to those who most desperately need it.
After the money is donated I will post proof of donation.Show you care & Reblog.
just gonna reblog this every so often
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