Bleh
I can’t decide what style I want to be. I don’t know whether I want to dress like Mini, which I do so bad, or if I wanna go the ~scene~ path, but not even really scene. Just better/cooler band merch and shit. I wanna go both ways but
- I don’t have all the money to buy clothes for both styles
- If I bought the alternative clothes and the Mini type clothes, I’d never wear the Mini type clothes, because I’m more comfortable wearing the alt. clothes and just generally too lazy in the morning to put together a clever outfit
- I’m pretty insecure, I don’t even like wearing necklaces or rings or something out of the ordinary in school, since everybody comments on shit I wear. I just don’t like it, idk, so I don’t know if I’d even be able to go into school dressed like Mini.
- I have to loose weight if I want to dress like her anyway.
Ugh, either way, I want both, but I don’t know, why can’t I just be rich.
